From the very second
My eyes discovered you
I knew just what you were
And I quickly found out who
‘Her name is Lucy Walker’
Someone must have said
I don’t remember much about it
Though I know my face went red
I could see your roaming nature
From the way you moved in haste
I could see that I was yours
From my first glimpse of your face
I tried to make you overhear
Every word from my mouth
In hopes that, maybe, if you heard
You would find me out
Eventually, I made my move
In a sweet and childish ploy
As I walked home next to you
Your gentle beauty, bright and coy
I stole your tie from round your neck
And started walking back
I knew you’d follow, and so I tried
To make a time to ask
I was so nervous, no surprise
You were always more than I
And so, I was taken quite aback
When you said that we could try
I remember how you looked at me
With your icy, warming eyes
And nodded with the sweetest smile
I swear I could have cried
For such a divine creature
To let herself be mine
Is something saved for fantasy
When all reason resigns
And yet I never thought it out
Our fate was set right there
I could never be enough
For a shining soul so rare
And so I gave it everything
And I’m sure that you did too
But it always fell apart
Now there is no me and you
So I just write these poems
To relive the old days
When I was truly happy
And enthralled by your gaze
You’re still so sweetly timid
And unaltered by time
Still reaching out for rainbows
I still wish that you were mine.
And if you ever read this
Just know that I’m still there
Still lying close beside you
In the grass and in the air.
Please know that these are not enough
These verses that I shape
Petty words are a peasant’s tool
Because I know I can’t escape
The asylum of my waking life
As I stumble through this maze
Just praying that I find your light
Before the end of days.
Because you are all that matters
Like you have always been
With your touch I am a king
And without, a tramp, my queen.
And so I forge another plea
And watch as it takes flight
May it find the lap of God
And may he make things right.